jumper: New Look
Sams Shirt: Hollister
Made Sam take some photos with me last night, we haven't had a proper nice one together in a while. Here are a few of the ones i made mumsy take. Had a nice night in with him went to Starbucks as i was in need of a green tea then came back to mine, he ate a steak, i had a cuppa soup and we snuggled up watching Take Me Out, and then had a drink and watched tv for the rest of the night, pretty simple,but i love the nights like that. The really make you value what you have, and it's the little moments snuggled up on the sofa, fingers running through hair and little kisses on the forehead that matter most. Can't wait for my holiday with him, absolutely adore my Sam! <3
OH MY GOD. I still can't get my head round all of this business in Japan and the taksurrounding countries following the Earthquake and Tsunami. It's absolutely awful, and i'm keeping everyone in my prayers. It's absolutely tragic how natural disaster can strike and be so destroying. It made feel sick watching it, absolutely dreadful. Praying for Japan <3
I haven't blogged much this week, i just haven't felt up to it. I really hurt my leg, and it's sent me into some crazy downward spiral, it was kind of the last thing i needed. So after getting the news i needed to use my crutch full-time, i managed to fall down the last couple stairs and majorly hurt it and i woke up this morning in floods of tears. This pain is excruciating and it's driving me mental. Tomorrow will have been 6 months exactly since my operation, and i feel like i progressed really well.. and now i'm back to square one. So infuriating, for the first time inn about 3months i actually had to take strong strong painkillers. :/ If you follow me on twitter, you'll know i'm nearly always quoting the lyrics from my favourite song. Lady Gaga's Born This Way. I feel i can relate to it so much, because yes, i have many problems, but i didn't chose any of them, and i can't help them. Lyrics such as 'baby i was born this way' 'baby i was born to survive' and 'baby i was born to be brave' yeah.. that sums me up.
Got a busy(ish) week ahead of me.
Monday, Counselling (mums paying £40 a sesh, really hoping it will help.. feel so guilty about the cost!Tuesday , FINALLY GETTING MY ROOTS DONE! Wednesday,doctors & hydrotherapy.
Also.. thinking of possibly starting an anti-racism campaign as it really does effect me that people think they can judge and insult me cos i'm partially Iraqi. Something along the lines of what Gem did!? What do you girls think!? LET ME KNOW.
Also.. will be annoucing a giveaway this week, so keep your eyes peeled!!